Now,I gotta get my updated blog going.gotta get people to read it.
Oh Yeah,and the next time I'm gonna use the word 'blog',i'm gonna use the word 'Victoria'.
I don't have much time to blog about my life no
w,cuz it's 10.25am n im still in my pyjamas,i gotta go to school later,which i particularly DETEST.
All I gotta say is,my life's totally Upside Down now.It's all coming from teen depression,which i am NOT supposed to fa
ce.There's-
- The PGS-WMSI thing going on - PGS[Perak Gurls School]is my current school,WMSI[Wesley Methodist School ipoh]is my Ex school.I WILL explain FYI when i've got loads of time(weekends or holidays or semester holidays)how the hell did i end up here.And some u might go,what's the big deal u moron.Everyone's gotta go to skool and every school is pretty much darn the same.thats what my dad says so...part of me belongs to PGS,part of me belongs to WMS,pretty complicted yea...about friends,bullies,wrong things that happen to me they come frm school too.but i'll explain n make u understand how does it feel like to stand in my shoes.
- The D thing going on - D stands for divorce,i hate that word,it ruined my life.Since I dont have a complete family now,i'm still on hand deciding who to follow,dad or mom,dad>i HATE to stay with his WOMAN.mom>i HATE to argue with her 24/7 and be treated unfairly from my sistas.my last option is my yiyi(maternal aunti),but it doesnt make it an option anymore since my dad prominently 'wont allow' me to see her.
In between all these problems that are going on in my pathetic life...is me,the victim,having been forced to deal with it.I wish i could just fly off from where im standing and dream of a life prefect with no sorows.I just wish i could live a normal life just like every kid is having in the world.
I know my probs aint major or the most serious.but hey,everyone's got their own way to deal with shit.and this is my way.
trying to run away.
Yuck,i hate talking about sorrows.but it aint bad to chip in some happy stuff that DID happen to me after all.
- Like,I got a new handphone,my full mouthed momi got it for,this is random,but i really appreciate it.ITS a PINK n BLACK Nokia 7100 Supernova.i wud die for that color.SO seeing it was a MUST in getting it.got it for a mere rm370 on promotion cuz i knew slide phones normally cost more than that.I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT!!!yayhayhay~!
- I got back my library card after the raya holidays,i used mine to borrow Tommy Sullivan Is A Freak(yes,i love Meg Cabot!),and used my friend's one to borrow Man Are From Mars Women Are From Venus Double Language for Momi.plus Chicken Soup For The Gurl's Soul and a book about Making Friends n Influencing PPL 4 Gurls.i've got a load of good stuff to chuck in this weekend.^^
- I know this might not count,but i use time wiselyyyyy...heeheehee,since today is thrusday,I CANT WAIT for Friday to break the pop!(in my dictionary,break the pop means breaking free,u have freedom on weekends,i get to do anything i want,sit in front of the pc 24/7 hangout wit friends and sorrows come less on weekends.!!!)
I know i suck.but whoever think i suck,sucks big time~!
